Girls......Whats up???

Its official, I am clueless when it comes to girls!
I don't know if its me or what but girls are so confusing! They say one thing and there actions say something completely different........drives a guy to insanity at times! Don't get me wrong, I'm a big fan of the lady's......They make great company and always seem to make the situation that there around pleasant. There one of Gods greatest creations! Why is it that they have to make things hard at times???
Maybe it is just me......
I'm a easy going guy....I like to cut to the chase and not go round and around the subject, and this is what girls do!!!! They make the dating scene so difficult!
Ill give you an example: I ask a girl out and she says yes, sounds excited to go, life is good....or so I think. When I think all is well, the girl will call off the date, usually the day before, sometimes an hour or two before. Is it something with me? Is it her? This is why I'm clueless when it comes to girls. Its frustrating sometimes!!!
I hope one day ill find a girl who I'm worthy of her company. I hope I'm not an old man by that time :P

Girls...Is it too much to ask to give us guys a break and give us some insight on what you REALLY mean or want? Throw us a bone here!!!!

What a LONG week

I have not been too good at this thing but im getting better.
This past week has been kind of a bad one; 2 people passed away that are close to my family. One was a church friend who was very involved in the community, the other was my brothers math teacher. All in all, I think what made it so long was the amount of stress these events and the events of working, school, trying to work out a job at the hospital, and all of the above made for a long week.
Its after a week like this that I just need to take a step back and look at my life. Am I doing what I should be doing? What more can I do? If I passed right now, would I be right with God? Life is so unpridictable at times, its kind of scary. I know im not the best at everything and that I do have flaws, but I do hope that I can someday find that certain peace in life, that I can find that right girl for me to marry and to complete my life, to have children so as to complete my joy in life. I know all things are on Gods time, I just need to remember that tomorrow isnt garanteed so make the most of today.

Am I infected now?

The first time I heard about "blogs" I thought it was in the same league as chicken pox and mumps. Now after much investigation and seeing others creating blogs, I have decided to cave in and create a blog. I do not know how this works but I hope i will figure things out soon.
This blog will serve the purpose of a form of a journal, but will only focus on key events in my life.
Let the games begin!